it's going to be okay.
everything will work out.
you got this.
i don't think so...
it will all stay the same old SHIT. the same old patterns and the same old depression and anxiety.
nothing is going to change. it's just going to be worse. i just wanna give up more and more.
The Insomnia is just getting worse. My pain will grow, my power will fade away and I just gonna cry myself to sleep again and again.
okaayy, wow, too much negativity. I know...
its' just hard to believe the you got this if your down that rabbit hole, all alone, again,
surrounded by darkness.
i get it...
but if there's a tiny, tiny bit of light, a little bit of hope and positivity,
you know that the sentence it's going to be okay has a little bit truth in it.
its sometimes hard to believe that things will change,
but they will.
At least the hope of it keeps us going.
sooo, here's my reason why it COULD BE going to be okay and what I can do to get there:
I need to get my FUCKING ass up and CHANGE SOMETHING. anything, something, the smallest step. idfc. BUT, just SOMETHING.
IF YOU DO THE SAME SHIT OVER AND OVER AGAIN, YOU CAN'T EXPECT DIFFERENT RESULTS.
IF YOU HAVE THE SAME SHITTY THOUGHTS ABOUT YOU AND YOUR LIVE, IT WILL STAY THIS SHITTY.
BUT, here comes the great thing about THAT;
IF YOU CHANGE THE INCOME, THE OUTCOME WILL CHANGE TOO.
if you change your thoughts and actions you can be whatever and whoever you want to be.
You can get that job, you can travel the world, you can be a millionaire, you can have that fit body, that clear skin or get that dream apartment.
but, but, but.
MOST IMPORTANTLY:
YOU CAN LOVE YOURSELF, LOVE YOUR LIFE AND YOU CAN BE FUCKING HAPPY.
so if you aren't already there, want to get there and are wondering about how to get there;
you need to change the input first.
Whats the right input? Idfk. But YOU know it. Trust me. You already have the answer in you.
deep down you know exactly what to do.
you just have to trust that intuition and
START TO TAKE ACTION.
Let's start here;
In your DREAM life, your highest self,
Who are you? Where are you? What are you doing? What are you eating? How much money are you making? Does money even matter? How is your body looking like? What are your hobbies?
How is your home look like? Who is with you?
do you love yourself?
are you happy?
Write it down.
Pin it on your vision board.
If you know where you want to go, you know exactly where to but your first tiny step.
A first step, on your way of becoming the best version of yourself.
AND don't get me wrong,
the version of you right now is already everything you need to be,
perfect just the way you are.
but don't you wanna know how life would feel like, if you where truly happy?
and how it would be if you loved yourself to the fullest?
what you could achieve?
I think,
we would start to glow and set a fire of happiness in every room we step in and wake up every single day with gratitude for all the ups and downs of life.
With a true feeling of
everything is going to work out.
I know you can do it. YOU CAN. believe in yourself. you are so much more than just someone.
you are so beautiful just the way you are.
we need YOU on this planet.
NO ONE IS LIKE YOU AND THAT IS YOUR POWER.
All the power is already in you.
Everyone of us living on this floating rock in the middle of nowhere has his own story.
Every soul is unique.
YOU are the author of your own adventure.
And you can turn the page and write a new chapter any second.
I know, crazy to think about it, right?
Honestly I get really scared to think about the fact that my happiness, my health, my mental state and my self love lies only, and really only in my own hands.
It's a lot of responsibility. No one is responsible for your destiny but YOU.
but that's also the crazy awesome part of it. you can yeet yourself in anywhere you want be be,
you just need to keep going and trust the process of life.
you got this.
SOoOoooOoooo.....
so are you going to take that first step?
do you wanna have a life full of HAPPINESS AND LOVE as your new outcome?
or do you just going to keep on dealing with your negativity-monster that's keeping you far, and I mean, really faaaaarrrrr away from your true potential ?
I think you would definitely deserve happiness and love. after all you've been through? YES.
YOU are a sooo gorgeous and a sooo precious and beautiful soul.
Don't let a shitty bit of negativity bring you down and keep you down.
You deserve to fly, spread your beautiful wings and show them to the world.
Don't give up now.
You've come so far, don't you think too?
we wanna hear story. we wanna here your voice.
but YOU need to take THAT first step, change the income, so the outcome will change too.
sooo....
ARE YOU GOING TO TURN THE PAGE?
I will.
I'm not gonna give up now.
and I don't give a fuck of how many times I have to stand up again.
I just somehow know, that there is more to life than just laying in bed and feeling depressed.
sooo... I need to take my first step to my happiness.
do you wanna join me on this new and crazy adventure of life?
Should we start?
I'm gonna press RESET.
Are YOU too?
Your decision.
XOXO, zoë
Commentaires